And even though the last week has gone well, I still find myself extremely apprehensive of today. It's not that I don't think I can do it, it's just the unknowns and the what-ifs that get me every single time.
The fact that I don't actually know which questions the checkie is going to ask.
The fact that I can't prepare for actually flying the aircraft - not that I had any problems before.
The fact that it's not black and white.
And presuming it all goes well - there is no reason why it wouldn't - I get to go home tomorrow. And I don't know why I freak out and worry so much beforehand, I just do! It would be so much more pleasant if I didn't.
In 9 hours' time, it will be over.
And until the sim... i will review... and fret... and in general quietly spaz out in my hotel room :)
PS I never claimed my mind to be logical.